we belong together

love

is unnecessary for a teenage girl.
it's all about your familia & your boys & girls, ydig?

selected fews

Julius Nisperos Erica Almonte Louisa Gavino Austin AC Teodoro Tina Nguyen Ashley Romero

Can I Be Your Baby, For A Day?

A15

You can say that Im Happy, and Over it all. Its true.
But something deep down is telling me to hang onto that "friendship". Funny, how im all realizing this now, its kinda weird. Im so happy that I got my boys & girls always there for me, but something tells me that being with you is special and different. All those times you & i would question each other with stupid questions based on life, all those times were you got my back & i got yours. And all those times when you & i used to fall asleep together through phone after talking for a good 7 hrs till sunrise. Its so u n b e l i e v a b l e that this is all coming back to me after everything you & i have been through. Pretty weird, no?

I guess what im trying to say is that I miss you just a tad bit. I miss our stupid jokes, our cute random conversation, and our whatever. I miss being friends with you, but we all know we cant - Since your hiding that "growing" friendship with me from people like her. Its kinda rude & stupid that you gotta hide things with whatever you & i do, as if you are keeping this secret growing friendship from her & everybody. You act like a a-hole and a Jerk when you see me in the halls.... You act as if you dont know me & nothing happened b/w us? When YOU know what we both did together. Its so gay, that whenever YOUR NOT with her, Your the same old guy I met before you & I got together. As if nothing changed. & Whenever i look into your eyes, I see that innocent sweet nice guy I fell for, but hey its just all in my imagination that you will NEVER change, because you allowed that girl to be in-control of you. I feel kinda bad shes hurting you like that for years. If only I met you sooner, I know for a fact that you wouldn't be like this until today.

I dont know anymore.