love
is unnecessary for a teenage girl.
it's all about your familia & your boys & girls, ydig?

selected fews
Julius Nisperos
Erica Almonte
Louisa Gavino
Austin AC Teodoro
Tina Nguyen
Ashley Romero

i rather fly solo, than be in a team with you .

"Im learning the new Allysonnicole. More confident, and more stronger than ever. No more backing down or taking in more lies"

- I go all SMILES now (: Oh & laughing for the most stupidest reasons :)

I think today is the most I laughed in a while. Im more confident then ever :) Im good, and better. Glad to say that Im official done with the old miserable depressing Allysonnicole:) I feel good flying solo once again. All I need is my familia, and selected fews. No need for the problemas & arguing :). I go all smiles now.

March is official soon to be over in a couple more days. This Thursday I got plans with my selected fews, Yknow .. Erica, Hannah, Julius, Marlon, RJ, Liezl & Erin. Breakdown of the plan. Reach Julius' base to loaft & change. Then meet up with the people at famous (ithink) , then off to Pho then Ericas base. Sounds like a legit plan, no? Anyhoow this Wednesday Tina and Meryl wanted to watch the Last Song at famous, But i got an ortho so i guess we might switch it to this saturday if anything. I kinda sorta owe Tina since i couldn't attend her sixteeenth celebration. Sorry Love.♥

TODAY, I got loads of homework.Oh man, Im back to the books. Gotta put them nerd glasses on. The days Im free I end up sick. The weekend sucked. Although yesturday(Sunday) was my Mommy & Daddy's 2OTH Wedding Anniversary♥ Fail though, because I greeted my dad happy 18th anniversary LOLOL -.-" While my mom was at work. elle-oh-elle. Well after we picked up my mom from St.Michaels Hospital in tdot, we went to Tremendous to eat. Yuuum to all the food, omfg ♥ It was also my Tito Charlie's Birthday, NOTE2SELF: Give him a call and wish him a belated birthday OR give him a surprise visit and see my baby cousins & my tita :)

HOMEWORK
%Read AR BOOK - Whadup, "Thinner" by Stephen King?
%Read To Kill A Mockingbird - eff my life, I need to re-read for first 3 chapters
%History Research based on former PrimeMinister, William Lyon Mackenize King

FUTURE DUE DATES to REMEMBER
- AR BOOK by the end of next week at least !
- History CAT: Thesis & 3 Resources by this Thursday on APRIL 1st!
- English Quiz based on 123chapters tomorrow, PREPARE!
- English Sumarization for Literacy Book TOMORROW !
- HISTORY OVERALL CAT DUE by APRIL26th!


Im OutSKII btchs
- Off to looking through House catalogs/THEM BOOKS FOR ENGLISH & HISTORY!


/anicole♥


"Through my tears & frowns, I realized I learned something from my lesson within the 6 months of pain .. That when you lose a friend, you tend to gain or re-new a frienship" ~ Sure, Its not my attention to expose but I got something out of it, And that is re-newing my friendship with my longtime friend♥

We used to be a team

Baby, You left me for her. We used to be a team Running the streets free. You used to be my drug and I used to be your cure


Thank God Its Saturday. This entire week has been a stressful and frustrating week. I manage to hand in my CIVICS C.A.T - which not to mention, took 13 hours to finish on Thursday. Along with that I finished my typed Rough History Letter for yesturday. I had my ART painting due Friday although it was moved to Wednesday, FML! LOLOL Ive veen rushing to finish it by the end of first period yesturday -.-" But s'all good. I haven't been getting enough sleep lately, its either the non-stop drilling, hammering, television reception on blast OR nailing crap on the wall- lets just say renovations, OR OR my friends calling me at night when im sleeping OR OR OR HOMEWORK. Literally I just want to take a good bubble bath to relax lols :)

Currently on that Lockdown Procedure once again. Well not really, its just that I cant go outside and chill with my selected fews, but I can watch tv, phone or use my laptop. So yeah, Reason to that is because of my grades - Im pretty much loafting on my studying & procrastinating like crazy and add to that, I havent been focusing like I used to before.

R e a s o n s:
• procrastination
• renovations
• television LOLOL
• this certain boy - Im undecided
• family problema
• friends
• flashbacks & reminicising moments that I miss so much


So on thursday I was extrememly stressed and frustrated with my CIVICS CAT, I had to find 12 articles & have three paragrpahs for each (Summarization, State your Opinion & How does it Relate to our the Charter of Rights & Freedoms, Democracy etc.) It was quite harding considering the fact that I know nothing about government stuff & PLUS I havent watched or heard any recent current events/news. My mom helped me out a lot with this & Marcus Aswell LOLOL. :) I thank them lots. Anyhoow, the history letter was easy peas, I manage to finish that within 5 minutes. Speaking of History Letter, Rui wanted me to send mine so he can paraphrase it & get some ideas -.-" Ha. Uhm Yeah well I was so cheesed that following night because my dad & my uncle were drilling, nailing, blasting the volume on the new LCD PLASMA(s) to find reception and to see if it works. And where they placed the plasma(s) was in the living room & I was in the hallway working on my projects since the monitor/laptop was set up there for now. OMFG, The non-stop noise was making me go crazy -.-" Hoooooooly.

Ive been staying after school in Art Class from Wednesday to Thursday with finishing my Painting of my Name. I stayed with Patrick, Louisa, Ashley, Avi, Deshante, Narmeen & Shuan :) Been fun actually staying at school late rather than going home early lol.

Friday, Thanks god. Weekend. Handed all my projects & written stuff. Attended all my class like a good student. Went to Zita's and the day before to buy lunch. The last couple of days was extremely COLD & i was wearing a kilt since my pants were in the wash. Stupid Elliott shot me with his BB Gun straight on my leg at lunch. I had this really red bump on that spot ): Its good its gone within hours. After school, I made Julius come with me to third floor to get my Art then i walked with him to the back of the school so his mom can pick him up, then I waited for my uncle to pick me up at the side of the school. Im so chessssssed since I can not go to TINA'S SIXTEEEENTH at KOREAN BBQ -__-" I was so downed to reach, But my dad & I got into an argument so flop. I was supposed to reach with Julius, Meryl, Katrina, Pamela, AC, Samarah, Cyril. AC & CYRIL flopped too, for being on lockdown or a famjam. I feel absoluty bad since Tina already made reservations.

Saturday Today. Woke up to Tinas phonecall then Julius'. It was 11 when they called & i was pretty tired since last night I went to bed by 2 and tried to stay up and watch the RING. Showered, got dress, ate & here I am on the computer. Somewhat planning on thinking of a way to get my dad to let me go to Tina's.


Officially 10 49PM - Decided to finish up this blog since its nearly the end of the day. Did that "Earth Hour" thing with my Mom & and my sister. TUrned off all the lights, and televisions. We all decided to sleep & so we did. My sister was scared lol since she supposdly boooked the lights in the backyard turn on & off then on & then off. LOLOL. She kept waking me up since she & I shareed one couch together lol, oh maaaaan.. Young kids these days. Anyways, I woke up, and I felt absoluty like shit. I went to my room to grab a pair of socks than my old ST.DAVIDS of WALES hoodie. You can say, I was extremely cold. While going up the stairs, was hard LMAO. I was so weak I felt like collapsing, this insane migraine hit me like a thunderstorm, and was irritated due to my sore throat. Anyways, my sister & I somewhat had a movie marathon LOL. We spent mostly the entire day in my living room watching movies on our new lcd plasma :) Didnt move at all, either than making popcorn with extra butter, something to drink or grabbing chocolate covered almonds :) Didn't end up going out at all, I felt really sick & lazy aswell. Ou Ou Ou and once I woke up after my hour and a half sleep, my sister made me a peanut butter sandwich/ cut into 9 equal squares, and a glass of tropicana. yum :)


SIDENOTES :
• Make it up to Tina
• NO MORE PROCRATINATION!
• focuse focuse focuse focuse .... focuse ........
• Chill with my sister CHRISSY SERRANO
• Julius & Rui owes me a poutinnne
• Raphael, Stefano, Erin, Paul owes me money $
• Erin owes me my sweater
• four chillages with Joseph
• phonecall for Bryce
• Keep smiling


/anicole♥

Shout whenever, And Ill be there :) Thats a promise.

" I want to feel that unconditional, genuine love you tend to shower me with .. "


TIME: 518PM
DATE: 22nd Day of March - Monday

OkayOkay so two days ago was Saturday, & basically I went with my Dad Mom & Sister to Costco on Queensway/Etobicoke to get the Plasma LCD for my Dad's belated birthday gift. Its quite pretty, the colour is perfect along with the quality when you watch tv. I forget what size we got but I do know that we got a SONY one, and its the newest version aswell :) HAPPY 2 WEEK BELATED BIRTHDAY DADDY, I hope you like the PLASMA LCD we got you :) He was all smiles that day. Its been awhile since he was happy :) Im glad i got that sad frown from his face & turned it into a s m i l e

Anyways yesturday was Sunday and basically it was a fambam day overall. Went to Church then home then CINEPLEX ODEON at Queensway THEN off to PHO to finish off the day :) The night before Sunday I couldnt sleep, Pretty much went to sleep by four / five in the morning, craaazy as it sounds I know. And So I put my phone on LOUD for my alarm that was set at seven fifty , and Guess what? I wake up at eleven because my mom woke me up for me to get ready. I flippin rushed to the bathroom, showered for a good 15 mins, then brushed my teeth 2 times (regular basis) then washed my face then blowdryed my hair then rushed to my room and got dress & applied a little makeup & straightnend my ugly bangs. Did all this from 11 05 to 11 45. And so i hopped into my dads BMW car since everyone was waiting for my sister & I and drove to st.martins. From there we went straight home & ate & rested. Went to Cineplex on Queensway and watched SHUTTER ISLAND - In my opinion it was an "alright" movie, but the plot was way to long, the ending was too short & it was a confusing story that had me thinking for awhile. But overall Good Movie stylls :). Then to finish off the day we went to Pho to have dinner. Saw JJ & his family there - been awhile since i seen that kid lols.
- Once we got home, I rested .. Surfed on facebook & msn-d for a bit.
- finished my ART WEB
- played SIMS 2 with youngsister.
- phoned with Bryce, then Julius THEN BOTH OF THEM, then got off with Bryce & phoned with Julius THEN Rui for about 2 minutes I Guess.
- Did my mom's Hair since she had teaching @ GeorgeBrown the next following day
- slept by one.

ALRIGHTY SO TODAY, was back to school. SPRING BREAK for me, was a flop - since all my plans were drained. Mr. Bourgh pretty much ruined it. But its okay, Im going to bring my history mark up above the 80s once again, no more "BOY" problems as of now :) I promise you that. Its all about my selected fews & fam now ♥ So yeahuh, we're back to the books & with the nerd glasses. Today was an "AY OKAY" day. Got to see my lovely friends & my famo at JOES. Surprisngly in history class I didnt fall asleep in class since I now sit infront of the teachers desk with Rafik & Jessica. Its hard to not yawn nor sleep when your teacher IS talking RIGHT beside you lol :) I got a lot of catching up to do with my ART STUFF & Civics. Its good the civics CAT was moved to this friday rather then the original due date which was tomorrow ;) Whooo. In english class today we watched a movie based on the myth : " THe TROJAN HORSE" lol , well in a way it was related to the myth except the wooden horse i think. Well i wouldnt really know since the entire time in english class, Julius&I were having too many jokes & realtalks & stupid moments with the CRAPPY MINT CANDY LMFAO. I died when he was choking ahah ! ;D

After school was ghay. It rained, and i was wearing a thin ass checkered jacket and flats lol. So Erica & I went to my house, TRIED to get inside my house, since I left my keys at home. I made numerous calls to my house & my uncle & I doorbelled like crazy. Turns out he was sleeping & my grandma took a walk. And so yes, I changed while Erica waited at the main floor. Tried looking for my keys. You can say I misplaced it once again D; I took my moms housekeys along with the garage opener since we can anwyays just in case lol :) We waited for Christine Grant to reach my house then us three went to Timmies across my house. Met up with Christine Innes afterwards. I pretty much had my lunch there with my jokers lOL. I had a chicken soup combo along with a chocolate dip donut & my small icecap :) Yuuuum.
^ Cleary I need to workout that combo. Tonight my goal is it do 80 Jumping Jacks, 70 pushups and 65 Situps. And a two hour jog this saturday morning :)


Im gooooooone for now stalkers. Got to hit the books & work on my Art & Civics CAT Oh & attempt to finish off my book CARRIE.

/anicole♥

FRIDAY,MARCH19/214AM

Its 215AM as of now, And im quite in the mood to go to Burger King. I shall link up Joseph :) Naaah, But i wont since Im on lockdown right now, plus my mom is working and finishing up her MASTERS DEGREE in University of Phoenix Online, && to add to that, my Dad is watching some filipino stuff on TFC in the living room lol. I kinda sorta owe Joseph a call now since he called me around 12 and i was getting ready to hop in the shower lol. You can say I was debating whether i should give him a call :/ Tomorrow during the JAM i will do :) I promise. Loool, anyhoow. Its official 217am now, and im flpn hungry as hell. I secretly went on my sisters laptop and shes sound asleep in my bed. Im waiting for my third load of laundry which is in the drying machine atm. I think its done? Ill go in the basement and check it out.

sideNOTES
• estimated ; about 75 more pages of CARRIE by Stephan King left for AR
• erins jam later on today !
• got to curl the remaining of my hair thats NOT on curls later on :)
• call joseph :)


ttyl ,
/anicole♥

SATURDAYMARACH2O1253PM

All i got to say is ... "LIIIVE party"!
Alrighty so breakdown. It was my main girls birthday jam. And it was quite CRAAAZY, no other word to describe the night. Too much of everything :/ LOOOLOL. It got intense towards the end. The jam felt so long I was literally falling asleep on James & he was waiting to get sober lol. So yeah the jam started at six and ended by 11 30, since everyone was kicked out. Well we left because erins parents were efn PISSSED & UPSET big time ! And her lola was there too & i felt bad for all of them. I know how they feel ): But yeah live jam stylls. Too much yaking & yelling and shit :) Um so once we dipped erins base, Erica & I & HANNAH & JULIUS & NORI & MARLON & JESSICA & PAMELA & JERICHO & DARWIN & RJ & other people ran to the baseball diamond, threw out the bottles dippd the diamond and walked through the hood & reached the damn plaza were price chopper & shoppers were at. Hannah & I & Erica dipped cos efn julius was DONE and he ddnt wanna reach his house.
- Missioning here & there everywhere was a killa at night for 15 mins from 11 30 -11 58pm
- non-stop yelling & spazzing
- efn freezing our ass off
- non-stop calls

Got home safe thanks to Hannah's sister :) Uhm once i got home I had to play it cool with me rents & acted all okay. I felt so guilty stylls ): I got too many calls from Paul, Bryce && efn Julius calls me at 348am in the damn morning. I was dead. Cleary I didnt even know wtf I was talking to him about.

Its easy as ABC123!

TUESDAYMARCH16/

yesturday
FLOOOOP WEDNESDAY. So basically Im not allowed to go out anymore till my history mark is sabove a 75%. Still hating on History, But I got to FOCUSE for sure after the break. I need a tutor -_____-" Thats how much Im struggling. Anyways nuff said about school. So Yesturday I was supposed to go to Ericas House to chill but flop, so they all moved it to Angelica's house to save the distance since shes practically my neighbour. But turns out I was out the entire day. Went to visit my Lolo at the Cemetary, then ate at Dixie Park and bought several bootleg movies :) THE CRAZIES ! WOOHOO . Then went to Costco to check out the sizes for the Plasma Tv. Ive decided to go for the 46" Sony Plasma for the living room, since the one in the living room right now is going to be moved to my Parents room. Im getting my plasma for my room in a few months after all the renovations and whatnot is done. I got a legit movie at Costco to watch with my sister since it was on sale anwyays. The Fourth KIND :) Always and Dying to watch this movie since time. I even forgot it was still out in DVD. Thank God I spotted it on the rack at costco :) ALthough i wanted to get PRECIOUS Too? Oh well, next time I guess. After Costco we decided to go to Sony Style across the street to see orther options for plasma tvs, too expensive though I mean 2 GRAND? You must be effed in the head to get one with the exact same size. Oh and after that we all went to Ikea in Queensway to check out the shelvings for all the HD shit and BluRay stuff to be kept on . To end of the day my sister and i changed into our pjs and played SIMS 2 & watched the Fourth Kind under our blankets in the living room. To make it live, we switched to surround systems, turned off all the lights and made popcorn&chocoalte syrup :))

quicknote: GO TO BED BEFORE 3:33AM as of now! (yn)

WEDNESDAYMARCH17/906pm

Such a Beautiful Day, and I spent half the entire day in my room talking to Julius, Bryce, Aaron, Nelly, Ernest. Mostly Ernest & Julius. I kept on complaining how I am stuck here at home behind my laptop doing nothing. So Julius & I were making loads of plans and both of us were complaining how today was sucha flop day LOOOL & while im talking to Ernest, hes being the positive guy and was so down to reach my hosue to drop off movies or food :) Lol So kind of him, but Im not that type of person to have friend drive all the way to your house to bring stuff to unbored yourself:) So i said nevermind.Oh & he was offering his help for history .. Yano tutoring in the library for free and stuff :) So kind, oh man. I shoulda snuck out to bus to square with julius to buy food. THATS HOW DESPERATE WE ARE, omfg!

So i got off my laptop after 3 - 4 hrs later, and went to play SIMS after my sister got back from walking around the neighbourhood/park with her friends. Lol, too bad all my friends live close to creditview lol, none of them are down to reach my area - my area is so dead. RJ is never @ his anymore, Im pretty sure hes at gateway, Angelica is always at her cousins house on the other other other street, Christine Innes - I dont even know where the hell she is nowadays.

A couple of hrs later, I went with my dad to go to Costco to check that plasma tv. He went there to do the measuring.. While my sister & I went to buy food :)
Chicken Strips & Fries along with an chocolate ice cream sundae & for a drink SPRITE :) Mmmm, so good. Then we left to go pick up my mom at ST.Michaels Hospital. Then went to GEORGEBROWN COLLEGE. I went with her inside her office so she can print and if anything Im there to help. I surfed on facebook for a bit & blogspot :) Lol. Pretty fun. Then we went home straight.


SO RANDOM Recieved a call from a Prive Caller, immediatly assumed it was erin so i picked it up, and ...
Me: Hello?
Him: Ayee
Me: Uhm hi
Him: Whtchu saying today?
Me: nun really, whose this?
Him: its richard
Me: richard who?
Him: richard silva ..
Me:..
Me:.. Oh true, uhm iduno
* someone screams "ITS MARCO"
^ Or something
* END OF CONVERSATION *

Anwyays LOl i just thought i might mention that. So random :/Figures Joseph is probabley with him doing some next shit.




Julius . says:
Mmmmm
This is amazing

patag, allysonnicole /urgh! what a FLOP SPRING BREAK! eff my life hard sideways ! says:
Dont even !

Julius . says:
I just finished my honey garlic chicken
Hollay

patag, allysonnicole /urgh! what a FLOP SPRING BREAK! eff my life hard sideways ! says:
why didnt you save me some nig.

Julius . says:
Because
It was just so delicious
I still have my chicken wings and chicken ball left

patag, allysonnicole /urgh! what a FLOP SPRING BREAK! eff my life hard sideways ! says:
DAMNN .
SEND THEM HERE NOW

Julius . says:
Oh baby
Its amazing

patag, allysonnicole /urgh! what a FLOP SPRING BREAK! eff my life hard sideways ! says:
bun yaaaaaaaaah exfriend .

Julius . says:
Lool
Its actually
Like amazinggg
Sooooo mmmmm
Soooooooo goood

patag, allysonnicole /urgh! what a FLOP SPRING BREAK! eff my life hard sideways ! says:
LOOOOOL I hate you man.
liek frale
OH YEAH WELL @ COSTCO , i had a chocoalte sundaee along with fries & chicken strips Oh & Sprite
take that in ?


Julius . says:
Take this is
I'm eating my chicken wings now
And its uhhhhhhhmazing
I'm going to have some of my shanghai noodles
Soooooo amazingly sexed

patag, allysonnicole /urgh! what a FLOP SPRING BREAK! eff my life hard sideways ! says:
ii efff you forale now !

Julius . says:
Lool
Oh myyyyy
Its just amazinggggg
Its actually
Amazing

patag, allysonnicole ii eff you julius frale. says:
like my name btch ?

Julius . says:
So amazing
Looool
Its soooooo
I'm loving this
Soooo much
It tastes sooooooo
GOOD

patag, allysonnicole ii eff you julius frale. says:
stop there

Julius . says:
Lool

patag, allysonnicole ii eff you julius frale. says:
IMMA LIKE CRASH YOUR HOUSE AND EAT THEM ALL -.-

Julius . says:
Alright
Too late
I just finished
And now I'm on the bus on my way home
But still it was just sooooo good
And I never had it for the longest time
Wowowow

patag, allysonnicole ii eff you julius frale. says:
LMFAOOO SAY WORD , your out right now ?

Julius . says:
First time I'm seeing a black guy reading one of those anime books
Yeah
I just on the bus on my way home
I've been on my phone the whole time I've been talking to you

patag, allysonnicole ii eff you julius frale. says:
are you fraaaaaaaale !

Julius . says:
Yes

Julius : says:
That chicken was sooo nice

patag, allysonnicole ii eff you julius frale. says:
Shuuuuuuuuutup b .
i hope you get off the wrong busstop , you loner -.-
Julius : says:

I wont
Plus if I doo
Ill just take the bus back
Because I gots a bus pass


little nig, is naking me jealous (:


Im gooooone, Going to watch the CRAZIES with baby sister :)
/anicole♥


"two more days"

realization

TUESDAYMARCH16/1224PM

"Some moments change us f o r e v e r"

Looking back to all the past "blogs", I can tell that a lot of change has occured within me - From physical to mental. Reading all my old blogs, helps me see who I really was back then to who I am now. A lot has change from, meeting tons of amazing people and becoming friends, to falling in love with your bestfriend, to getting your heartbroken, to non-stop bitch fights, to more drama, to losing some important people in your life to gaining more friendships.

There comes to a point in life, that you will laugh at all this, and reminice and say to yourself, its just life. At this point as of now, I still think of all the happiness and laughter I shared with my "ex"friends and "ex"bestfriend. Its funny how one small action can change everything with a blink of an eye. Whoever thought that, losing the only one person you put all your faith too & hoped he/she will change, can turn out to being a "jerk" or a "player"?

Everybody's got their imperfection & flaws. Its good to see who are my true real friends are. Always there lending a hand, never giving up - even though i may bug them or annoy them with my delimma/problems. We act like a fam, always there by each others side, giving you a hand when you trip or stumble along a rockey path.

I guess, what im trying to say is that, I came to realization that life is all about problems & heartbreaks & losing/gaining friendships. lol :)

- Quick conclusion to all my old blogs :))

/anicole♥

" L i f e is worth a thousand words "


You Had Me Speech-less.

"And in that Moment, I swear we were infinitie"

MONDAYMARCH15/600pm

You know that feeling where you feel like you missed something in life and realized the mistakes you wished you never did? Having you to regret it afterwards? And you feel like going to a getaway?
- Its all in my head ^

Okay I had a Dentist Appointment, Woke up pretty late. Last night I was moving a lot of furnitures & redecorating my parents room along with a brief quick sketch of how Im planning on designing it with the colour schemes and whatnot. Threeway called with Patrick Tse & Louisa for a couple of minutes, Pat-Tea asked me If im free today, so i can go to square with him and shopp and give him some pointers for an outfit for this upcoming jam :) Too bad, i couldnt today since I had an appointment, So I told him Ill try to reach sq with him most likely wednesday. Oh yeah, I also threeway called with Erin & Julius :) From 12 midnight TO four in the damn morning. Ahaha, ERIN & I were dead tired, and we were already in our bed falling asleep & trying to NOT get book my our fathers, while Julius was blasting music in his room and singing LMFAO. COnversation last night was funny stylls. Havent had conservations like this for months. Its good that im fully recovered & that Im sticking with my selected fews as of now♥




/anicole♥

You do you & Ima do Me.

SUNDAYMARCH141243PM

Good Afternoon Stalkers! Quite in the mood for a brunch with my tita. I think we might go watch Shutter Island. She & I are dying to watch it since months already :)
So basically last night was exhausting, it was another Boxing Match with PACQUIAO against CLOTTEY. Dunnoe, soft match stylls. CLOTTEY was a chicken and kept hiding his damn face behind his gloves & he kept dancing. In my opinion he should put the gloves away and get his dancing shoes LLOOL. Anyhoow I went to bed pretty late. Yes, I went to bed by four, since it was Daylight Savings so yup. 339AM - He calls me, although I was busy brushing my teeth two times and washing my face. I was teasing my sister that someone "turned" on the lights in my parents room. For 35 minutes she & I were like pulling each other lol. She takes my damn cellphone and searches for "his" number and was doing "eenie meenie mineie mo" LMFAO - Call Or Not. So I said, " YEAH OKAY ASHLEY, you WOULDN't your too soft do even dial his number " Guess what? She CALLED, and held my cellphone up in the air.. LMFAO AND I JUMPED for it & hanged up. LMFAO in 3 seconds I find my phone vibrating .. Damn, he Called .. But I couldnt really phone with him considering the fact that my Lola sleptover last night. I guess Ill give him a call later on tonight♥

So last night was pretty fun. My tita was outside waiting in her Mercedez Benz (note: ANOTHER DAMN CAR :)) and I ran outside and hopped in. She & I went to Baskins Robin on Eglington & Mavis, I believe? Yup, i think so. So we made it in time before the store closed. 3 Minutes before he closed. And picked out a Jamoca Almond Fudge Cake and asked the man to write " Happy Birthday Danilo". Once we got home, MAN, my Dad opened the door and i hid the cake behind my back and slipped it on the chair and went inside. My dad asked where i went with my tita & she & I said I went to accompany her in the bank LMFAO. He bought it. He locks the door & sits on his armchair in the livingroom & I open the door & quickly take the cake & the candles & stuffed it in the freezer :)

SCREAMING & Yelling non-stop for hours for the Boxing Match. Once the game was over.. I took out the cake in the box, placed all the candles- lit'em all up & walked towards him and singed with my sister :)

Overall, I must say It was a great fam day! Belated birthday cake, along with a Boxing Match, Fam cam over ... ♥

%CALLS I OWE%
• Bryce Reyes x two
• Joseph Moukdssi x two


...write more by the end of the day (:

two is better than one

FRIDAYMARCH121051pm

Nine minutes before I get logged off of my account. This restriction thing is so gay, omg. Anyways quick typing now. So basically I woke up at 10 45am and got ready to go to school. Purposly missed first & second period. I curled my hair and got ready. I jugged two cups of coffee, along with two timbits & dipped my base to catch my ride from angelica. Once i reached school Angelica & I just walked around and found Julius & AC. AC had to get to class So Julius just tagged along and studied while walking lol. The English Essay was quite easy as peas. Too much writing though so bleh. My fingers were cramped the entire time but it was worth it. I want to get above 80 PERCENT :) I stayed up all night till one o'clock am to read and skim through all five myths from the creation of the titans to the trojan horse... I read through my notes based on the Hero Cycle as well has What Is A Myth. AND reviewed while curling my hair in the morning lol.

Fourth period was SO F-ING BORING. I tried to sign out, although i had to have a note but i didnt so i called my moms work at st.mikes - I FORGOT she didnt have work at mikes too. Called George Brown College & Womans College & Ryerson University, but fail she didnt have work today in either one of those. Called her Cellphone, and my Dad's Cellphone & My house. NO ONE WAS FLPN PICKING UP THEIR PHONE Aha so I just let the secretary know that I will go to fourth - pft, as if? LMFAO :) So i called up a bunch of ppl to see whats down? And Marcus & Tyler Storey said that Mrs. Neal was walking around the school looking for EVERYONE. Damn, this teacher is serious. aha So i left and just loafted outside with a bunch of ppl. I snuck inside Erin's Art Class - which is my first period class. LMAAAO Mrs. Blondin didn't give a shit, so anyways I showed her my sketchings & my whatnot and she marked it & gave me some suggestion :) Anyways Anyways AFTER SCHOOL, Erin&I sprinted to Liezl's House in the damn rainstorm. Scared the living shit out of Liezl, Erica, Marlon & Hannah While they were watching " The first Born" LMFAOO :) Loved there reaction ;) Anyhooow, so basically we all chilled at liezls. In total we watched three movies, well really Erin & I watched two movies with them. "The First Born" & "Wrong Turn" & some other movie. First Born was so WHACK! gay gay gay.
note2self: NEVER deliver a baby through a c-section -.- OR through the vaginal canal. LOL I might as well ADOPT :) LOL.
The Wrong Turn, was quite gorry. So bloody, it was simlilar to "The Hills Have Eyes" The bad people in there were not normal they were like fkn those little ppl from Harry Potter, like elfs-ish? LFMAO i cant even describe it properly -.- Ahh, pretty dsigusting. So anyways once the movie was done, Erica needed out opinions with her party outfit .. Ectect. Then we loafted at liezl's house. GAh im so jealous. I want her room. Because shes got thr front room where you can just open the window and chill in their garage roof. Watch the sunset, sunrise, whatever ! ): LOL anyways, my dad picked me up, went to downtown to meet up my mom'sn co-worker at her condo to see the plasma tv for my parents room. Screw the rain stylls.


SATURDAYMARCH13133am
^ technically, its Sunday since its past midnight :) Lol. Whatever, screw it.

PACQUIAOvsCOTTEY DAY.
Woke up to Louisa's Call at two o 'clock in the afternoon. Reason to why i slept so late last night, was because I slept at three o'clock in the morning, since I was cam-whoring just a tad. LOL well more, not really "tad". I was taking pictures from 12 midnight - 3 am, AHA well I was watching tv/movies & eating my chesseburger from Harveys, so yeah I was taking a break yano? Well while writing this blog entry, You may notice some incorrect spelling .. Im quite tired & my eyes are closing just a tad bit. Talking to JEWELS aka. Julius Nisperos stylls and its almost 2 o clock am. No life, you may say? :) Aha, anyhoow. Today was a crappy day due to the GAY UGLY STINKY weather. Bun you rain. Went to pick up my mom at George Brown College and went to pick up my Lola at DonMills/Rochefort, then all went to swiss Chalet. OMFG, I had everything there ... BBQ Ribs, Frenchfries, Chalet Chicken Soup, Quarter Dark chicken, two Pepsi Drinks, One Glass of Water, & a Chocolate lava Cake. MANG, I couldnt even breathe ): Oh yeah, and today I was invited to GateWay to watch the preformance for my boy's crew UPRISE dunnnoe. But it was sorta last minute & i ddnt want to spend 5 $ to get in. & that is also why Louisa called me too. Lol.

GAAAAHHHH, Ill write the rest tomorrow . Hella Tired as Hell!
GNIGHT FOR NOW staaalkers ♥

always felt the need for space

THURSDAY,MARCH11/627PM

Hello Stalkers :) Quite stuffed with my poutine that i bought at New YOrk Fries in Square. LOL I only had a 20 dollar bill - So yes, i used to of course. Bought my poutine along with Julius since i owed him a dollar & a bus ticket. Main reason why we reached Square was to eat & see Joseph, though he was at Goetz playing football with his boys. S'all good. He still gotta make it up to me, & i kinda promised him that I will hang out with him 4 times before I move (Most likely). I keep my promises :] And he's not yet convinced, lol. But anyways, Julius & I just loafted in the food court, ate our poutines and called Ruis House & Joseph's cell to see whatsup If they got any plans. Unfortunatly Rui didnt pick up so we assumed he was with his girlfriend fcourse - doing shit like always, and as for Joseph he was playing football lol :] So yeah, we pretty much surfed on the net on apple/Went to GreenHouse, i think thats what you call it? And looked at all the earrings shit for spacers and whatnot, then we dipped the mall to reach terms and go home. Overall it was an okay day, civvies & poutttine :)

IN MY HEAD
- debating whether i should go for a full day tomorrow OR just for third?
- debating whether i should go to Liezls house with the people?
- save my money, instead of spending them on food @ square one LOL :)
- when are we going to chill? ♥
- fourteen minutes before i leave to go to tdot.
- Should I ask my dad if we can go eat out after we pick up my mom? HMmm :D

SIDENOTES:
" so looking forward to Spring Break! " ♥

History & Civics is a Killa!

TUESDAYMARCH9/140PM.

Currently in the libaray at joes with Jessica, Jason, Zach, Tyler and Marcus. Working, but more like loafting LOL on our civics CAT. Civics honestly, is a killer. Hating on this subject big time - government whatnot is so boring, but it runs our country so we HAVE to learn it -.-" lol. Hmm, Im secretly on Facebook :] And surfing you know.
So basically ..
• Civics due date is March23rd - after spring break! URGH.
• History Seminar presentation - this thursday !
• Art Illuminated Name - today! Cept i couldnt finish it so i got to hand it in tomorrow :/
• English Jury Tomorrow - PROMETHEUS btchs :]

FIFTEEN MINUTES till two o'clock. Got to start with my civics whatnot. I think i shall finish up my history since its more important .. urgh D; I HATE YOU HISTORY STYLLS. lol . Oh well, After school today - Going to meet Louisa & Angelica & bus all the way to GOETZ and maybe see if Nelly is there :) But most importantly the reason why we are reaching there is to see Joseph ♥ My "cutie". LOOOLOLOL. Mang, i think Cupid arrowed me LOL, corny;) But anyways yeah, if not then we will go to square straight & buy lunch in the foodcourt :D YumYumYummmm.

Counting. Overall Ive been in the library 3 times straight. Second Period History Class i was in the library, as well as in lunch - 3B and FOURTH period CIVICS CLASS. I spent too much coins on 30 printouts yano especially for history. Considering the fact that we can not take the books on the years of 192Os out. So we had to photocopy all the stuff we need. Woah, too much coins spent within 2 days. Ou and i jsut got back from my locker. Bumped into Sean Legaspi & Jason Brown :) AHA love'em boys. Then bumped in Darwin & his friend. Gheeez, hate to admit this - but i miss darwin LOOOLOL. ♥ I just love how Sean was like to Darwin, " WASENT allyson your chop? Wasent SHE? WASENT SHE? LMFAOO" And he didnt say anything :) Surprised he didnt denied it too ♥ Plus he was all smiles when he saw me :) Awh. Miss that boy lots already.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDDDDDY♥♥
So fail, I phoned last night from 12 - 7am, though I fell asleep with the person I was with on the phone , and TELL ME HOW i wake up at six and i found my cell under me & my Dad walks in. LOLOL he ddnt catch me :) But he was like " Happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me, HAPPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEE, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME.." LOL I my eyes were literally shut but i can hear him & I open'em and was like " hii dad" .... And once he was singing I was thinking to myself, "why the hell is he singing happy birthday? OHH " / " HAAAAPPY BIRTHDAY DAAADDDDDDDY♥ " LOL so fail. Oh & I forgot to get him a cake at the bakery close to my house, because I went to square. But my parents got KFC, even though i had some at square :/

PEACE STALKERS - gotta go back to portable sixteen. Stalk me? Sure why not. ILIEEE:]

anicolepatag ♥ ♥ ♥

WEDNESDAYMARCH1O/623PM.

MOOD : Extremely tired.
First period was bleh, ArtArtArt im still hating. Did a lot of measurements & had my Illumintaed Name checked. SECOND period = BORING as usual/History, two groups went and presented their seminars. I was stapling the 30 handouts i made last night along with the wordsearch i made too :) Oh & I nearly fell asleep in class too, aha :). Hmm, English was same ol'. We did the Prometheus Court Thing. Been 2 days since for this class court thing :) Must say, it was pretty Proper, no lie. So interesting how everyone was so INTO it, while Angelica Julius & I were like so bored. And Julius kept bugging the hell out of me, though I was like whatever :) Fourth period was civics, nothing new. just copied a note and loafted. After school went straight to Square to meet up with Paul to get Erins money for the four tshirts. Missioned there with ERIN & ERICA fcourse and ate then loafted with paul. Urgh, my fingers are killing me, as well as my 2 arms :(


Off to glueing the rest of the printouts for my history seminar
bye for now ♥

the past is the past - Leave it to be & "LEARN" from it.

SUNDAYMARCH7/943PM

Ive been doing a lot of thinking today, considering the fact that i came to the point that i wanted to confront that girl. Ive been holding everything inside of me since july.

When i was six years old, I did everything I could to get this "one" boy's attention. Everything from offering him my lunch food to tripping in front of him on purpose so he can just help me out. And just maybe that mysterious spark can happen then. Though, i was so young I didnt know what the definition of love was, or how it felt.

As i grew, I came to understand that you cant make someone "love" you or force them too. But you can show them what the true meaning of love means by taking the first step: just being friends. Then it may possibly grow from there to being bestfriends to whatever. Back in my elementary school, we didn't do that. Instead we just immediatly ask the girl out in a snap, and hoping she would say yes on the spot. Yes, once i got into highschool I was like " What the Hell?" Are you serious?. I guess you can say that my old elementary school is quite disfunctional & quick on the whole boyfriend & girlfriend thing. But hey? Every school has a different output on things, no?

I was new to all these silly love things when i came to joes. Though i started off fresh & promised myself not to get involved with any boy. I wanted to start of friends and go from there. Just a tad flirting and whatnot, but thats all. Though this one boy was quite different. I never really thought id fall for him. In a matter of weeks, we became acquintance to friends to best friends to a small little crush. From there, I thought I was doing everything right in the book OF LOVE. Aha, so funny, how a friend can tend to fall for someone. FACT:You cant "just" be friends with a boy or girl. WHY? because either one of them WILL fall inlove with you. Take it from me, Ive been through this load happiness/non-sense.

Once the boy falls in love with this "friend"(girl), he will eventually tell her his s t r o n g feelings - having the girl to decide what she wants. Either "just" stay friends or "more"? Its like a fifty fifty chance. The 50% you guys can just stay friends and be happier than ever OR the other 50% - you can say "yes" and you guys can be happier and inlove. But wait, theres one small thing, if you do say "yes" - what if, the boy changes his mind? Therefore, all your happy thoughts & planing-on-what-to-do-after-he-asks-you-out, will be drained with your tears.

Whose to blame, right? Answer is no one. Its just fate, people.
As for me, Ive been blaming that girl for interferring, and a couple months later Ive been blaming myself for falling for him AND THEN blaming the boy - who said he liked me. Honestly, when you think of it .... The only person/thing to blame is cupid. LOLL kidding :) No, the only person/thing to blame is fate. Maybe its never meant to be. Or maybe its a way of learning something.

Its so weird you know, that all this time - You've been warned by your loved ones or your friends, that he was playing you in his own game. Hmm? Its funny right?
You can never regret something you've done because people DO make mistakes & you have TO LEARN FROM THEM. Its the past now, dont let the past haunt you down OR re-live it. You see, I believe that our HERO GOD, does have a plan set for us. We just have to go through it & live it. YOU cant change the past? But you can LEARN from it, and take advantage of it. But HEY, you can not LIVE the past anymore, whats done in the past is DONE, no need to fall in love with the same ol' person & get hurt again, right? Getting hurt twice, is enough. You dont need to get hurt 5 or 6 times, and say you will never go for her/him. GUESS WHAT? after getting hurt 3 times & going for that one person again, means your fucking WHIPPED or obesessed.

People, honestly. We are too young to fall in love. We will eventually fall in love with someone who will truly treat us right & love us for who we are. We just have to have patience, because thats the key in life. CORNY as it sounds, buts its hella true. If you really truly think that this one girl or one guy loves you back, then tell him or her to wait till you reach 25 yrs old or 26 yrs old (after school) and LETS SEE if that person will wait. If they do wait, then you know that person loves you enough to wait for you that long, right?

Its quite funny how all the facts click. Hard to believe the truth is right & harsh, but hey? Its life right. Live it to the fullest & never let a man / lady take in-control of your life. You are pretty much wasting your life because of them. && i GARANTEE YOU, in the future you will look back in to past and be like, " WHAT THE F@CK did I do in my teenage years? Why did i waste it on this girl/boy"

^^^ LOLOL! I need to take my advice into consideration! :)

- allysonnicole♥


^ "MUFFINS are just ugly cupcakes But we Love em anyways" - cuuuute no? AHA :]:]

conditions.

I love this instense "vibe", whenever we see each other in the halls. Guess what? It makes me stronger than ever.

Hello Beautiful Saturday. Morning i wake up to the amazing sunrays from the sunshine :) I hear the birds singing outside my window. Its a sign that SPRING is finally here. I see the snow melting once a for all. Bye Winter.

I watched AVATAR in bootleg with my sister while eating tousino & friedrice. Then chips and 2 orange juicebox :) Lol. Yup thats my lunch for today. We watched half the movie since my dad & I & my sister went to downtown to pick up my mom at georgebrown college. Gaaah, i want that hoodie at the bookstore in georgebeown. lol. Anyways nuff about downtown. We went to Pmall afterwards to look for Erins birthday present. So excited, JAAAAM on march 19th. YESH (H) || Okay, lets not get off topic. Well I finally found something for Erin. Nah, im not going to tell you. Ou but i can tell you this.. Are you ready for it? WELL WELL WELL, i bought myself this cute off shoulder blouse with a bunch of holes in it. You gotta wear a tank top inside it though so yeah :) Im debating whether I should wear it this upcoming civies or erins jam? Hmmm..

After we ate, then dipped pmall to go home. It was seven pm then. Took the 401. Been awhile since i took that highway. We usually take QEW yano. Anyways, here i am at home. My sister & I finished the movie with my mom. I must say it was an outstanding movie. I was so focused with the movie aha. Oh my, it was that good :) On my list, ITS A MUST THAT I HAVE TO see, "The last Song", "The Crazies" & "Shutter Island"
> Sucks i couldnt watch Shutter Island with Julius, Marlon, Erin, Hannah, Liezl & Erica -.- Last week , urgh.
> "The Crazies" - I might watch it with my cousin Krsytelle & her boyfriend Ken :)
> "The Last Song" - Even though i hate miley cyrus, ITS A MUST i have to see this movie. Its so cute, once i saw the trailer. Urgh i literally fell inlove with the trailer only, omg. aha :)

Currently, loafting on my HISTORY seminar even though the presentation is on Wednesday - Friday of this week. And we just got it yesturday fml.

Happiness is the goal in life.. not.

march fifth two thousand & ten.

BREAk4TODAY:
• School fcourse
• afterschool - Home, then Doctors, then St.Davids, then Downtown/Scarbs for ortho.
• lola's house, then CongeeStar
• sucks, couldn't go to Hannahs/Pho after school with Marlon, RJ, Julus, Erica, Hannah & Erin - Ortho yano -_-"
• pick up mom from work at St.Michael's Hospital
• Home - watching Eddie's Million Dollar Cook Off ! LOOLOL :]

This weekend is going to be whack. George Brown College tomorrow, then probabley go to Square One or something to get my dad his plasma Tv, along with Erin's Birthday Present. HOMEWORK: Art - Illuminated Name(ithink), History - SEMINAR 20 to 30 mins max. Presentations on Wednesday to Friday & we JUST got it today -_-" , English - Mythology Studies & Questions, And Civics - C.A.T. I seriously got to start collecting political/federal/municipal government articles for the cat. Ahhh, due date for this cat is after march break. I dont want to spend my Spring Break with doing homework.

she says,

We laugh at your stupid little mistakes and actions. Keep it up, its way too entertaining! Bwahaha ;)(y)(y)(y)(y)


/allysonnicole ♥

its a matter of time, before she finds a fine

i constantly think that maybe your not the same boy i thought you were in february of oh nine. Even if you say you changed, i still have doubts. I thought i was done searching for someone like you. I guess its too good to be true, right?

Current Mood:
a tad pissed.

(REASON): Plans after school today was a flop. And i was so pump to go with the plan, Because i thought we can build that friendship again? Ugh, I have too much faith in this boy. Fuck it. Oh & LOL as for you, you sluu ;) "Im glad you feel that way, aha." Keep up your "slu actions" -- LOLOLOLOLOL!

Okay Okay, nuff about that wasteboy & that slu ! ;)
Anyways today was bleeeeh. It was okay i guess - could have been better though. Flop plans after school today, so i went and watched the junoir boys bball playoffs against marciiies. HELL YEAH, JOESS GOT IT YEEEENOOO! Pretty fine boys on the marcies team, lol Erin & I were pretty much tryna chop this one boy. But nah, Erin can have him .. Im sick of playing games with boys or getting taken advantage? off topic, I guess so. But yano what im aiming right? Mhmm yup.

upcomingPLANS
m5(tomorrow) • orthodontist apt. - I have doubts that they will remove it tomorrow ):
m5(tomorrow) • tdott / shop for daddy's Plasma Tv
m5 (tomorrow) • drop something off at the doctors
m6 • George Brown College/ Shop for Erins Birthday Present :)
m7 • Clarizza's 25th surprise party? Either Sunday or Saturday?
m9 • Daddy's Birthday :))
m15 • Dentist Apt. for a concealment?
m19 • sweetSIXTEEN JAAM !

• Planning on selling the house! YEEEEESH looking on Eglington&Credit ;D

8 36PM - Surprinsgly, im watching the hockey game. Leafs against bruins :) I think im becoming to like hockey now. AHA wow, never really thought id be saying that. But anyways yes, im watching the hockey game` it finishes at 9 30pm. Multi-tasking, Watching the game while doing my history practise literacy "tingz" lolols. Seventeen more minutes before 8 SIMPLE 'DAM' RULES ;)

sidenotes: Remind dad again for my community hours at UHN Hospital in downtown. Remind Wilfrid, if he's still down to do his hours with me :] .. thinking of accepting their offer - with 100 hrs there during the summer, Hmm. I can easily get a job there too, so i guess i should, no? We'll see. DANG, i cant wait to start volunteering with my tdot buddy. xD

Anyhoooow, my break is done. Off too my books. HASTA LUEGO

1 - 2 so far.
leafsagainstbruins.

r e f r e s h

third day of March. Nothing new in particular.
Too many appointments this month, its quite insane when you think of it.

Today i had a guidance consellor meeting at 9 45am, though i had to take my history test that ive been stressing all night. So i went at eleven at 3A. I get to be excused out of my english class, yes! English is so boring, today we talked about with big FOUR letter word. Hmm, take a guess? Yeup its the word called "love". Aha, in that class I was pretty much telling Julius .. " FMLSIDEWAYS, why today? Why do we have to talk about love ? " Oh man. Love is so fake.. and Overrated for teens like us. Why cant love be easy? I guess thats just a fiction statement, no?

Had my doctors appointment. I had to get a physical checkout, man my Doc had to check my bloodpressure, heart rate, pulse, breathing, weight, height, arm movements, back, eye sight ...! I felt a little uncomfortable when my Doc lifted up my shirt and checked my heart & stomach LOL -___-"

Tomorrow lets see ... School, Bball playoffs @ Joes aginast Marcies - i believe.. Oh & Fish&CHIPS ( fk yah ! POUTTTINE HERE I COME ♥ ) YumYumYum lol. I cant even keep up with this month. So busy. Friday, Pho with them ppl but before that Ortho Apt. I doubt i can go to Pho since im travelling all the way to tdot back here to 'suaga -.-. Well anyways, this weekend i gotta go to Tdot again for George Brown College for my mom, then shop for a Plasma tv as a birthday present for my Daddy, then shop for Erins birthday gift. OH & Clarrizza surprise birthday dinner in scarbs too. Dad's birthday is on Tuesday & I got another dentist Apt for a concealment i think? On the 15th . OMMMMMMMGAAAAAAAAH, ima blow up soontimes.

OUUUTSKI btw, tdot here i come again !
.. write more later on tonight

- misss. ♥

Strong, Strong as a S0LDIER

Beautiful Day. It was Warm, not cold :) WINTER is coming to an end, thank god ! No more boots & mits & winterjackets! Wooohooo. Spring is in a few more weeks. Daddys birthday is in Tuesday of next week:) Still thinking of what to get him :/

Sunday/two days ago:
It was the last day of Olympics - it went pretty fast actually (n). TODAY, i woke up at eleven - because my mom woke me up for me to get ready for church at tvelve. Showered, blowdryed my bangs (didn`t even get the chance to blowdry my entire head)- we were nearly late lol. Afterwards, we went to Pho Mii 99 to eat. My sister didn`t come since she was sick, so it was just my mom & dad & i. After Pho, went to go to Costco then Price Chopper to grocery shop. D'awh Brandon Hidalgo s so cute/adorable. Tell me i was asking the Sample Lady @ Costco if they still hold "Orchilds" & Brandon was just standing there behind the lady holding his FrenchFries, smiling at me. LOOOOL Awh miss that kiddo♥♥ Gave him the biggest teddybear hug :) Anyhoow, after we groceryshopped we went to the Manila Bakery to buy pandisals THEN straight home. Unloaded everything, and watched the Hockey Game for a bit. Left by 2nd period. SCORE 2 - 1 & Canada was winning. Then my mom & dad & I left to go to Ikea to buy orhcilds for my cousin Clarizza. The entire ride to Ikea & SunnyBrook Hospital, we were listening to the Hockey Game on the Radio since we got Satellite ;) DAMN, once the MC guy announced that Canada won thanks to Sidney Crosby♥ My mom kept jumping up and down & clapping in the car. & my dad was so happy too. LOL filipino hockey fans, you may say? Hell Yeah x) So we arrived at the Hospital by six with my Lola that we picked up on the way there. We brought the chocolate cake along with the Orchilds i picked out for my Lovely Godmother Clarizza♥ It was her 25th birthday. Sucks that she had to celebrate it in the hospital, but we were with her, along with her boyfriend Dewon :) Luckily, she was dismissed from the hospital by 11 at night. Thank Goodness. !
- long day i must say :)

Tuesday/Today:
Nothing big. Stressing over my Civics Test for last period. I should of studied last night, but i was so caught up with realtalks with my kuya - austin ac teodoro. Tomorrow i got another Test. Guessssss? It starts with an H. Ends with a Y. Hm, wanna buy a vowel? LOOOOL, gheeez loser - i got HISTORY :/ Mang, i hate it. Caught up with my dilemma lately, i haven`t really been focusing on my books yano? I dont wanna slack off of this year & have a total year of not trying... Because of a stupid boy. Anyways, in a couple of hours i will study. not going to procrastinate like i usually do. Hm, still got English to do - Literacy Book along with my AR Book - CARRRIE -. * DISGUSTING book eveeeeer ! Omg -.-" But i dont wanna change my AR since im already on the 57th page ); Urgh.




... write more later


Its 10 44pm, just started studying. P R O C R A S T I N A T I N G again! D; Gaaaah , All nighter? I doubt. Shower at eleven & be in bed by 12 midnight. For the past hours, i ate and watched 8SIMPLERULES♥ & 16&Pregnant. At the same time i dyed my mommy's hair :) The chemical smell is it running in my nose - quite strong :/ *exhales* Anywho, i missed Julius call at nine... My bad lol. Figures it was for English anyways so bleh. So currently i got my history book in front of me .. opened. First thing we learned was Wilfrid Laurier - whom was the first elected Prime Minister in the year of 1869 :) HELL YEAH, i just winged that and i was correct ;) Nerd, no? I lie. ;D ||

SIDENOTES:
• history test tomorrow ! equals "panic/stressss"
• doctor's appointment for physical check - heartrate, pulse, eyesight, breathing etcetc. D;
• basketball playoffs - HOPEFULLY against GOETS (yn) tomorrow
• orthodontist appointment for traintracks - HOPEFULLY off? .. styll praying.(yn)FRIDAY too
• Pho with Erica, Hannah, Erin, Julius, Marlon & RJ around seven? this friday
• Either Saturday or Sunday - surprise birthday party for godmother ♥
• Daddy's birthday next tuesday ♥ :)


- heartbroken girl♥

First Day of March!

Today is MARCH, official new month i must say :) Lets see we got three more months to go till summer of oh`ten ! ♥ I want to make this summer a memorable one, and i dont want to waste it for more drama and non-stop fighting (y)

Well lets see, Its Monday, so nothing much really happened. Same old you know. Attended all my classes like everyone else. Oh but fourth: William, Marcus, Jessica, Shaquiqui(i think thats her name)& I were sent to the library to study for our civics - though, it was closed because Careers Class was there . So it was pretty much locked lol. We all decided to loaft by the library nd sat along the window thingy in the atrium lol. William & I walked around the school, cos we were that bored. Tagged along with Anthony Hari then William&I dipped because he went with Rui. So anyways, nothing really happened loaft day. Too much thinking & I was starved the entire day ): After school Erica & I & Angelica bussed to Square1 to have lunch. Angelica bought a poutineeee.. Mmmmm. * Which reminds me someone still owes me one lol - you know who you are .. * Then we all missioned back home and bussed with Patrick since he got one later. Ran home in the cold with my kilt flying everywhere lol. Just in case, my dad got home before I did , then i would have gotten into shit. But anyways i arrived home safe & before my parents :) Glad to say.

Currently having realtalks with my Kuya Austin AC Teodoro. Flpn child, ditches me on msn -.- Gaaaaaaaaah .

QuestionQuestions that hits me all the time is? "Why Why, me? Am I that easy to get at?, Was i a Target? Did you have this all planned?"

I want to b u i l d that strong friendship with you again
I want to be able to help you with whatever & be by your side again
& I want to be able to tell you my deep secrets, like what real friends do.

- missss♥